Sunday, 26 April 2020


SUCH KNOWLEDGE IS JUST TOO WONDERFUL!

Thou knowest my downsitting and mine uprising, thou understandest my thought afar off. Thou compassest my path and my lying down, and art acquainted with all my ways. For there is not a word in my tongue, but, lo, O LORD, thou knowest it altogether. Thou hast beset me behind and before, and laid thine hand upon me. 
Such knowledge is too wonderful for me; it is high, I cannot attain unto it. Psa 139:2-6 

Something happens when you know that God knows you – when you are as confident as David was. Why? Because you are confident that you are a sinner by nature. Because you know you have repented. Because you know no matter how much the devil throws darts of condemnation at you, you are eternally forgiven and preserved!

‘Who shall lay any thing to the charge of God's elect? It is God that justifieth. Who is he that condemneth? (Rom 8:33-34). And because you know that – you know and know and know! That this world – this suffering, blood and tears are not permanent – they are passing away! You know and you know! That no matter what happens – what God has promised ahead is far, far much better than anything you have ever seen… ‘No eye hath seen or heard…’ And because you know that – you know that you are free at last!

When you have such assurance that God is acquainted with all your ways then you know that you have nothing to fear. Such knowledge is just too wonderful, David cried in ecstasy. Now wouldn’t you too? Wake up therefore, and sing!

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GOD’S DISCOVERIES ARE ALWAYS A BIG SURPRISE!

Search me, O God, and know my heart: try me, and know my thoughts: And see if there be any wicked way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting. 

THE fear of being known is real. Ordinarily the face we wear outside is not the face we wear inside. It is what Adam and Eve realized upon their first guilt encounter and that shock still lives in us.

It is often only in closet – and alone with God – that we show him our true face. And this dissonance is at the root of our depressions – and our distractions. The latter keep us busy, but inside we fear the storm which is silently brewing may soon burst.

But it is possible to live without fear. Do you feel empty? Do you feel lost? Are you afraid? Turn to God and God alone and tell him so…

‘Search me, O LORD…’ cried King David. And that was after he began with such a strong affirmation that he was known! But being a believer does not shield one from spots of unbelief or doubt, especially at times like this. But God is faithful. He is near. He will hear and he will answer.

Being searched is painful. But it is necessary. It is why Frost lyricized… Two roads diverged in a wood/ and I— I took the one less traveled by/And that has made all the difference. It may be a lonely path to be counted with the few. But there has never been an easy road to freedom.

And so in these solitary confinements…in these empty streets…in these quiet wards and quiet nights…the stars are still up, and the daughters of music are still at play. And may you - in these vacant places - God make you to see and hear things you had never heard before.

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HOPE IN THE TIME OF TROUBLE!

And Achan answered Joshua, and said, Indeed I have sinned against the LORD God of Israel, and thus and thus have I done. Jos 7:20  
And Joshua, and all Israel with him, took Achan the son of Zerahand they brought them unto the valley of Achor. Jos 7:24  
And Joshua said, Why hast thou troubled us? the LORD shall trouble thee this day. Jos 7:25 

Therefore, behold, I will allure her, and bring her into the wilderness, and speak comfortably unto her. And I will give her her vineyards from thence, and the valley of Achor for a door of hope: and she shall sing there, as in the days of her youth, and as in the day when she came up out of the land of Egypt. Hos 2:14-15 

Sin always brings trouble. It is what befell Israel when Achan took ‘of the accursed thing’ and the anger of the LORD was kindled against the children of Israel. But Achan was found out as sin always finds one out. Achan died because of his trouble. Achor means trouble. But the place of calamity may yet become a place of blessing. Yes we shall sing there!

There was a time when Israel sinned again and brought trouble unto themselves. And then she was exiled to Babylon – where she lost all hope. ‘By the rivers of Babylon, there we sat down, yea, we wept, when we remembered Zion.’ How could they sing the Lord’s song in a place like that, they wondered. Darkness can happen in broad daylight.

But God didn’t forget his people. No, he has never done that. It would be a travesty against his name to do that. He sent them hope, as Jeremiah records, ‘For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the LORD, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end. Then shall ye call upon me, and ye shall go and pray unto me, and I will hearken unto you. And ye shall seek me, and find me, when ye shall search for me with all your heart. And I will be found of you, saith the LORD: and I will turn away your captivity…’ 

God finishes what he starts. He is still working. Have you stopped your believing? He restores ruined places, Ezekiel exhorts. No doubt but we shall dance again in this place!

O Lord, ‘Thou hast shewed thy people hard things: thou hast made us to drink the wine of astonishment.’ But thanks unto you Lord because the valley of Achor has become a door of hope! We shall sing again here. We shall drink of the fruit of the vine here again. Church doors will open again. And we shall glorify your name as the only living God who is worthy to be worshipped now and forever more! Amen!

HopeisnotAshamed




I AM KNOWN!

O LORD, thou hast searched me, and known me. Psa 139:1

David’s life was so wide and varied for one man. He was a shepherd, singer, poet, soldier, king, family man – and an adulterer and murderer. His ups were so up that God called him a man after his own heart. And his downs were so down that they almost brought him to the dust.

He was so brave and yet he was also so fearful. Yet he had one thing no one (or anything) could take away from him – his God! He was his life. He ate, slept, fought and dreamed God. Therefore he could truthfully and confidently say that God knew him. And that was his trust, confidence, hope, faith, and his peace which passes all human understanding (Phi 4:7). For ‘his truth shall be thy shield and buckler,’ he wrote. What truth? God’s word. And what was that word? ‘I shall never leave you nor forsake you.’ ‘Fear not.’ ‘For it is God who fights for you.’

So whether in his very low-downs or very highs David never forgot for even one moment that God knew him. What are your fears, troubles and worries? Make God your 'rock, fortress, deliverer, strength, and high tower.' And then you can say confidently with David, ‘I am known!’ Have a known day today!

HopeisnotAshamed



FAITH BREAKING LIKE THE WAVE!

The LORD on high is mightier than the noise of many waters, yea, than the mighty waves of the sea. Psa 93:4
  
Few things are as impressive as waves breaking upon the shore. Seeing those breakers rushing upon the land, rolling and lifting high, and then scattering into showers upon the rocks, is a sight to behold! Now this is especially a sight which arrested the Jew. I assume he would pause in his walk and behold this orgy of beauty and anger – and while he might be awed by the spectacle, but I doubt he felt threatened by it. For what were waves even in their exquisite beauty and anger compared to the power of his Almighty God? To the Jew, whose music from childhood revolved around his God, everything else beside him seemed insignificant.

History attests to this fact of his God. He was the God who overthrew the Egyptian Pharaoh and his army in the sea, who made his people to walk across a swollen river on dry ground, who fed his people with manna for forty years in the wilderness, and who made even the sun to stop in its tracks…so what was this spectacular display of an angry wave to a Jew?

For he knew whom he believed and why. But we have the Bible now, the New Testament and Christ, and which is a far better witness than that of the Jew. So yourself and I, whom do you believe and why, and what is your testimony? Is anything too hard with this God? Is Corona mightier than him? I pray not! Christ has conquered death and the power of Satan.  God has given him all power and a name which is above every name. God, give us a confidence like that of the old saints who stood firm and unshakeable amid heavy trials even up to the end…in Jesus Christ mighty name I pray, Amen!

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A THING CALLED THIRST!

In the last day, that great day of the feast, Jesus stood and cried, saying, If any man thirst, let him come unto me, and drink. He that believeth on me, as the scripture hath said, out of his belly shall flow rivers of living water. Joh 7:37-38

Jesus answered and said unto her, Whosoever drinketh of this water shall thirst again: But whosoever drinketh of the water that I shall give him shall never thirst; but the water that I shall give him shall be in him a well of water springing up into everlasting life. The woman saith unto him, Sir, give me this water, that I thirst not, neither come hither to draw. Joh 4:13-15  


Desire is both a good and a terrible word. It is an impetuous animal. It is a marauding beast. If uncontrolled it can eat even its children.

It is true God has given us all things for our enjoyment. ‘And thou shalt rejoice in every good thing which the LORD thy God hath given unto thee, and unto thine house, thou, and the Levite, and the stranger that is among you’ (Deu 26:11).  But God has also taught us to rule our passions. Because if we aimed at having everything the world has to offer, we would drop dead with exhaustion. Desire can get out of bounds, break the lock, and flee with our lives. But then what shall we have gained in the end? I have seen a gravestone with a broken head… I have been to a cottage whose hearth went cold a long time ago… It is a terrible state to be in, and all because desire came to the door and broke it down!

So what should we do? ‘All things are lawful unto me,’ so cried the apostle, ‘but all things are not expedient: all things are lawful for me, but I will not be brought under the power of any’ (1Co 6:12).  And then he expounded: ‘That he no longer should live the rest of his time in the flesh to the lusts of men, but to the will of God.  For the time past of our life may suffice us to have wrought the will of the Gentiles, when we walked in lasciviousness, lusts, excess of wine, revellings, banquetings, and abominable idolatries’ (1Pe 4:2-3). 

Self cannot redeem self, and only God can do that. He takes the life, the whole life – breaks it, and in his fingers he begins to mold a new thing. ‘Verily, verily, I say unto you, Except a corn of wheat fall into the ground and die, it abideth alone: but if it die, it bringeth forth much fruit’ (Joh 12:24). And it is this new thing which shall never become thirsty again. May you in this season of isolation and resurrection find that water. We have tried everything O God, but we are still in a very dry place! Give us this water, that we thirst not, neither come we here again to draw. Amen!

HopeisnotAshamed



Saturday, 2 November 2013

The Troubles the Messengers Go Through

The dark places of the earth are full of cruelty… The tumult of them increases daily_ Ps 74:20, 23

“Mirror mirror on the wall, who’s the fairest one of all?” so asked the wicked witch in Snow White. The magic mirror always replied that she was – until Snow white came along and the mirror blurted out the real truth for a change.

Fortunately in real life such mirrors don’t exist, but that does not stop us in our erstwhile fecundity to improvise anything we like – including the manufacture of truth.

Daily we stare at ourselves in front of our magic mirrors and we ask the same question. “Mirror mirror on the wall, who’s the fairest one of all?” Sometimes it gives us the truth which we like to hear, but then at other times it gives us the ugly truth which we don’t like to hear. It is at such times that we wrench our faces into a grimace and swear loudly that the mirror has lied.

At such times there are only two things we can break, either break the mirror or break ourselves. Most of us choose the easier way out. We break the mirror and we walk away from it with “ourselves intact.”

But the mirror never lies, or dies. We can deface it but we can never browbeat it into submission. The mirror is a stubborn servant.

The trouble is we can – and we do - make lies our refuge. Scripture calls that changing “the truth of God into a lie.” The apostle James exhorted the people as follows, “lie not against the truth.” And in another place Paul summed it up rather trenchantly “For we can do nothing against the truth, but for the truth.” In the third but very brief epistle of John, the word truth rings out aloud five times in the first eight verses.

Such is the inexhaustible weight of truth.
 
It was thus that the messengers of God often faced the full wrath of the king and his cronies. For the truth God gave to them did not always resemble the truth they wanted to hear.

The king’s ears – and his peoples’ - itched for another kind of truth, the truth that caressed their ears and made their hearts glow. But the messengers of God stood firm and declared God’s message, whether the king and his people liked to hear it or not.

The messengers of God made their faces hard like a stone – and they said to the people what God had said to them to say. Such are messengers that God uses even today. “Who shall abide in thy tabernacle? who shall dwell in thy holy hill?” the psalmist asked, and he replied,  “He that walketh uprightly, and worketh righteousness, and speaketh the truth in his heart.”

He also added it is “he that sweareth to his own hurt, and changeth not.” That means he stands like a man and declares the truth which is in his heart without fear.

Like what the indefatigable Daniel once did. He didn’t fear the lions or the fire. Can you stand up for your convictions like that? Can you stand the heat and the growling lions that are pouncing threateningly at you? The psalmist concluded that “He that doeth these things shall never be moved” (Psalm 15). Yes you can die but the truth shall never die.

Are you ready to die for what you believe in? If not then whatever you believe in is probably not worth believing in. Stand not for the bread alone when it is being ostentatiously flung your way. Stand up also for the stones when they are being fiercely hurled your way.  

Nothing scared the true messengers of God. They were reviled and ridiculed. They were called liars. Jesus was called the chief devil. But they stood their ground. Christ simply said what he had to say on earth, and he concluded, “If any man have ears to hear, let him hear.” And he left it at that. Likewise the true messengers of God are to do that, for “It is enough for the disciple that he be as his master, and the servant as his lord.”

In the end Christ died for what he believed in. Most of his disciples followed suit as the writer of Hebrews testifies: And others had trial of cruel mockings and scourgings, yea, moreover of bonds and imprisonment:  They were stoned, they were sawn asunder, were tempted, were slain with the sword: they wandered about in sheepskins and goatskins; being destitute, afflicted, tormented….”

But their message remained implacable and impregnable. And always it rose from the death on the third day. Even when pseudo prophets (who knew what side of their bread was buttered) sided with the king and convinced him that the prophets of God were liars. They told the king in effect, “God did not say that.” They prophesied peace instead and the king believed them.

That is that “other” mirror of life which resonates with our egos. Yet by the third day peace is nowhere to be seen and the king, and his cronies, and his state are soundly vanquished in battle. Always that is the symmetrical path such a battle always takes – and always ends.

Jeremiah the prophet faced many such trying times like these - of what God said to the people and what the people said to God in turn. At one time they approached Jeremiah with a request. “That the LORD thy God may show us the way wherein we may walk, and the thing that we may do.” Then Jeremiah replied to them.

I have heard you; behold, I will pray unto the LORD your God according to your words; and it shall come to pass, that whatsoever thing the LORD shall answer you, I will declare it unto you; I will keep nothing back from you. Then they said to Jeremiah, The LORD be a true and faithful witness between us, if we do not even according to all things for the which the LORD thy God shall send thee to us. Whether it be good, or whether it be evil, we will obey the voice of the LORD our God, to whom we send thee; that it may be well with us, when we obey the voice of the LORD our God.
Jer 42:4-6. 

After ten days Jeremiah came back with the report. But it wasn’t the truth they had expected to hear. So they called Jeremiah a liar. “Thou speakest falsely: the LORD our God hath not sent thee to say, Go not into Egypt to sojourn there” (Jer 43:2b). 

In the next chapter the people got even bolder. They gave as much to Jeremiah as they received from him: “As for the word that thou hast spoken unto us in the name of the LORD, we will not hearken unto thee. But we will certainly do whatsoever thing goeth forth out of our own mouth.”  

But God was unflattering in telling them the truth. That “this people hath a revolting and a rebellious heart; they are revolted and gone.” He added, “The prophets prophesy falsely, and the priests bear rule by their means; and my people love to have it so: and what will ye do in the end thereof?”  

Paul famously declaimed that the days when the ears of the people will itch for a more tolerable “truth” are coming.  “For the time will come when they will not endure sound doctrine; but after their own lusts shall they heap to themselves teachers, having itching ears; And they shall turn away their ears from the truth, and shall be turned unto fables” (2Ti 4:3-4). 

The verdict is out. Either we worship God according to His image as it is delineated in Scripture or we hear that “other” god whom we have fashioned in our own image - and who is inevitably hyped up. In Elijah’s time the false prophets outnumbered the true prophets of God eight hundred and fifty to one. In our own time that contrast is doubly augmented. 

And so the mirror of God is a stubborn mirror. There is nothing we can do against it short of breaking it, or removing it from the wall. In some nations of African origin many men were removed from their walls and placed in permanent hiding in ten foot houses underneath the earth. Their crime? They dared speak an unspeakable truth. And the State sent them to the guillotine for that.

Others were taken to torture chambers where they were sorely broken. Many are limping. Many others have had their mouths impaled against their walls.

But that mould of defiance will never be completely silenced, even when it is gored ten feet underneath the soil. One may kill the truth but there is no way of silencing it. Even in death truth raises its voice to God like the blood of slayed Abel.

God admonishes us to be our brothers’ keeper. Therefore when we speak against injustices committed to the people we are speaking on behalf of God. We are being our brothers’ keeper. We watch over him day and night. We also watch over the king that he does not excite himself to death.

So today be that outstanding person God would use for Himself. Speak your conviction without fear. Be unmoved. Swear by it even if it is to your own hurt, and change not. If the king is walking naked in daylight tell him. Yes, go to the palace and tell that to the king, and say boldly with Esther, “I go in unto the king, which is not according to the law: and if I perish, I perish.”

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